cruelty

the look of the silver needle was once excruciating
the pain of the pain it caused enhanced the pain of the 20 secs
and then with every pain that we go thru, we get used to it.
but how can one be such a wimp
to hide away with convenience 
and yet use this very experience to taunt
that "that's all you know how to" 
that Im being inhumane
and that Im being useless..
how can one cause so much pain with
statements they dont even understand
how can  that even be a kin
Severing ties when they go doesnt seem difficult a road to chose.
Never protected me, 
never provided for me,
never looked out for me..
he is heavy.. 
God help me.

-the single child-