come what May

Its a new month,
just about 5 months,
things could have been worse
I could have lost her
but I haven't.
Sometimes I still do take it for granted
and often I find myself shuffling between
treasuring and
reminding myself to preoccupy time with other matters.
Just so that I strike a balance and not fall too deep when that one day comes.


My lifestyle altered,
outlook in life transformed,
lost some faith
alot of strength
and then prayed for it to be added again.


The battles far from over
but I'm trying to build up an army
while the odds are presently in my favour
and when that day comes
I hope to be able to bear it all,
still stand tall
and continue being of great faith
glorifying the source of my strrength.


God has been good.


Still... Not my will but yours..
One not so fine day,
Not so soon I pray..
come what May.