nogo

today i learned that its a no go.
a bout of intense frustration followed by
immense disappointment..
had to step back to think thru things
realised that I had to be on my own again.
=(
life is SO NOT like a box of chocolates
coz almost every piece of choc wld be delightful..
life's like digging into soil
sometimes u get the good clean soil
and then sometimes u get the yucky wormies n insects..
and sometimes u dig and dig and u just keep seeing the worms..
either way,
i cant wish for anything else
and no point regretting on anything..
i cld have been really mad
but im glad it was kept in check.
siaaannnnnnn but i guess its
time to do it aloooonnnnne..