Chemical balances

Have I got my answer..

The atom bomb was based on sound chemistry principles. Mild n subdued, or wild n turbulent, it is what it is.
U gravitate to the kind of chem that suits and sustains u.
Not one that ur constantly trying to keep from falling apart. Dat wld indicate the absence of sound principles.

Choices

I read a speech by Steve jobs in 2005, it was to a graduating class, there was an awful amount of simplicity in what he said partnered with depth.
Drifted off to the many thoughts about life and choices and couldnt agree less with what I read.. One of which was
"if you live each day as if it was your last, someday you"ll most certainly be right" he asked.. "if today were the last day of my life, would I want to do what I"m about to do today"

How often do we live in such fashion, living with little regret, doing something only to wonder why we even did it in the first place.

Everything gets placed in perspective when we move from impulsive stupidity to spontaneous thought driven actions..
Of course again subjected to individual opinions.
Sometimes we think too much and end up in utter regret and then sometimes we irrationally commit to something only to regret it the very next second.
The balance may be difficult but should be very much sought after.

In a nutshell,
Don't regret, don't put dreams on hold
Yet think through coz if tmr doesn't come and I didn't do it would I look back in sore regret.
Maybe that way, we also become happier people?

Metro therapy nope not for me

"I am being pulled by the nose and have no say whatsoever."
Then why don't u chose ur fav to bring u to the doc or pay 4 ur retail therapy.
What exhaustion when u chose to speak words that stab and expressions that make me feel so sick.

Romans 12:9,11-13 says
"Love Must be Sincere, hate what is evil , cling to what is good.. Never be lacking in zeal but keep your spiritual fervor serving the Lord. Be JOYFUL in hope, PATIENT IN AFFLICTION (!!!!!) faithful in prayer. Share with God"s ppl in need. Practice hospitality.

13:8 let no debt remain outstanding except the CONTINUING debt to love another for he who loves his fellow man has fulfilled the law.

Patience for m & p
Acceptance for situations that should not be altered
Hope for a God planned future

Stop resisting,
Stop assessing
Simply start afresh.

Discovery me

Today I stood at church.. Heavy laiden
With thots of why's and hungry for answers ..
How cld I possibly worship w so much distraction..
And then it got a little better but it all fell on me again
Wish I cld snap out of it
But I really feel I don't belong
Not to my own family
And certainly not to another..
Been living a complacent time
And today I realized what in life could make
me feel so insecure
And I Felt so shaken
Today I realized some v fearful childlike insecurities..