three

As the days drew near
there were thoughts of dissatisfaction
for whatever was not achieved
for angst at situations that could not be changed
for experiencing consistent change in time 
while dealing with it with such inconsistency
and for realising that youth was fleeing from me

Do all 3s feel this way?

parties came and went
an excess of a liquid diet
and then when the actual day where dinner was to be
the disappointment that filled was immense.
could not figure how she could chose- of all days
not mar nor apr but a jul to pull this on me.

This leaves the greatest memory of the day of three.
but after all the tears and hurt..
u just have to let it pass
learn and relearn the art of forgiveness.
that sorry -was the 1st in my entire lifetime.
alas I could not befriend anger any longer.

love I guess surpasses all understanding.