Life"s dead ends

.Family.Friends.

Sometimes when we reach dead ends. There are only a few arms that are able to pull us back on our feet.

thoughts of e divine being could sometimes slip into our sub consciousness and we just need that earthly support which of course is provided by the same divine being.

But it remains clear to me that in the 2 main blocks. There lies only 1 or 2 options that cld possibly be that lifeline.

And when that lfeline snaps- the entire perspective on life could take a drastic turn.

Seemingly strong but undeniably fearful.

the milestone

memory in the box
was time to let it go
after the haunts and taunts
turned to ashes on the 24

accompanied with 24T
I had a lil more courage
and help to light up the dark
while the past faded away.
no looking back no looking back

three

As the days drew near
there were thoughts of dissatisfaction
for whatever was not achieved
for angst at situations that could not be changed
for experiencing consistent change in time 
while dealing with it with such inconsistency
and for realising that youth was fleeing from me

Do all 3s feel this way?

parties came and went
an excess of a liquid diet
and then when the actual day where dinner was to be
the disappointment that filled was immense.
could not figure how she could chose- of all days
not mar nor apr but a jul to pull this on me.

This leaves the greatest memory of the day of three.
but after all the tears and hurt..
u just have to let it pass
learn and relearn the art of forgiveness.
that sorry -was the 1st in my entire lifetime.
alas I could not befriend anger any longer.

love I guess surpasses all understanding.