I simply live for you

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p8khkgKtHFo

Say the word and I will sing for You

Over oceans deep, I will follow
If each star was a song
And every breath of wind, praise
It would still fail by far to say
All my heart contains


I simply live, I simply live for You


As the glory of Your presence
Now fills this place
In worship, we will meet You face to face
There is nothing in this world
To which You can be compared
Glory on glory, praise upon praise
You bind the broken hearted
And save all my tears
By Your word, You set the captives free
There is nothing in this world
That You cannot do

I simply live, I simply live for You

You are Holy

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PebI3YUiAvU

You are holy, holy

Lord there is none, like you
You are holy, holy
Glory to you, my lord


I sing your praises forever
Deeper in love with you
Here in your courts
Where I'm close to your throne
I've found where I belong

not my cuppa tea...

being at butter was different..

only 6 months and how things have changed..
a part of me was trying to let lose..
yet a great part of me was fast forwarding to the next morn..
imagining me reeking with the after flavours and having to adminsiter medicine to mum..
couldn’t let lose nor enjoy myself..
is it the age or
is it the duty that’s weighs a ton..


just not my cup of tea anymore..

a little more gas

The presence of family is always heartwarming
a family in big numbers or even small..
conversations that are exchanged
the little bickers that arise
but deep within,
little is needed for much understanding
only because foundations were firm from the start
transparancy and a v close knitted tie..

Was it envy or a simple desire..
perhaps the latter..
perhaps even a craving to be of some importance
not even a pat on the back
but less pressure with the peak hours return
or a little more fish on my plate FIRST.
the tummy's full
but the heart gets heavy and sometimes hungry..

and then when the gripe starts
I stop to plea for strength
or remind meself to count the days..
and then my tank is filled with a little more gas..

the attitute of gratitude

These days every new week is unique and the challenges faced are of a different nature..
There's always stuff to complain or gripe about , thats the very nature of man.. always wanting more, never having too much difficulty to be dissatisfied about something, anything..

I've learned much over the visits to lighthse.. few weeks ago, Romans 12:1 lighted up before me.. knocking me into realisation that the life im living can be the very essence of worship to God.. there will always be times when we just want to be who we want to be, rebel whenever we desire or be an absolute disgrace as children of God.. yes no one is perfect but sermons like this was a very effective wake up call .. Worship isnt about paying lip service, singing all out in our songs of praise..
What it is, is the very way we live our lives every single day, offering ourselves as a living sacrifice to please Him.

Maybe it's a deeper understanding of this passage that also gives me an extra redbull dose of strength to persevere.. coz really if no one sees , God sees... so who am I doing this to please, none but Him. Hurts can come and go but when it doesnt destroy us, it must make us stronger..

These trials have trained me well. Although I wish I could wake up and realise this has been a very bad dream and life is still same ole cool and dandy I also realise I've matured thru all that has happened and I should remain thankful thru any and every situation..

And He throws in freebies like swinging monkeys during the storm to make the rough journey a little more tolerable... something I cannot understand but absolutely heartily pleased about..

heart of worship

When the music fades and all is stripped away
and i simply come
longing just to bring
something thats of worth
that will bless your heart

though I'm weak and poor
all I have is yours,
every single breath

I'll bring you more than a song
for a song in itself
its not what you have required

you search much deeper within
thru the way things appear,
you're looking into my heart

im coming back to the heart of worship
and its all about you , all about you Jesus..