I don't know how to...
deal with the inefficiencies at work
not think part of the inefficiencies could be my bad
juggle between the mountainous workload and ministry work *at this point*
pretend to be happy when im not
look forward to my long awaited holiday when I only find out some stuff later..
enjoy food when i'm stressed..
drink when im trying to sober up
be sober when i crave a satisfying merlot
pretend to be a grown up when i just want to sit on the floor and cry and...
and... wish the rainbow would appear, a lollipop swings my way, cotton candy clouds appear and mummy could come running to me and say .. its ok baby, everything's gonna be ok..
shux.. i wish i could be a baby again..
i hate the fact that im not just growing up..
im a freakin adult!
no.. im an adult freaking out!
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