Help is on the way

People say that time will heal
But you know they just don’t feel what you feel,
Times are hard but God is so good
He’s never failed you and He said He never would

He see’s your tears
He fights your fears
Yea, Hold on, Help is on the way, Help is on the way
He said he’d never leave you or forsake you
Stay strong
Help is on the way
He said he’d help you
Just reach out and take his hand

He knows your heart
He lifts your head
He’s always close enough to hear every word you said
When you’re weak, said He’s so much more
His arm is long enough to reach you where you are

He see’s your tears
He fights your fears
Hold on, Help is on the way
Help is on the way
Said He’d never leave you or forsake you
Stay Strong
Help is on the way
Just reach out and take His hand

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NSZzzGyQHV4

e pillar learned to lean a lil..

pillars need to be strong..
but sometimes when inevitable cracks appear..
special engineers are called n some know how to place supporting planks...
pillars are supposed to be strong - foundations for big weights and structures..
pillar's been doing good on its own for a long time..
but when there's a plank to lean on..
somehow, e stress fractures within become more bearable..

pillar experienced cracks within but glad that planks can be really good supporters..

camp joys~

if I could turn back time, I'd never trade anything for the joy experienced during this yr's summer camp.

it's the priceless events that moved me, youth in service, making sure there was enough food for all b4 themselves. Cleaning up the rooms and asking if we needed help even without us asking..

Telling the Malaysians to eat first and they eat later..
Little gestures like that meant so much to me and there are so many lovely experiences to take back from this camp.
Strangely enough I experienced a new gift when ppl came to req for me to pray ,the gift of mercy with the gift of prayer ...felt their pain as they shared...

its amazing how God uses ppl to work together and indeed when you feel like you're down in the pits , there's only up hill from there.. and soaring up the hills was lovely.. it was complete..

even e exhaustion with 2 hours sleep was worth it and there was still a little more energy bringing them around the esplanade fullerton area and being a (1st time) mini bus driver!

God is good all the time. =)

young energy"s good

being w e old foggies at work makes me negative, quite a complainer....
Being w kids brings out e genuine animated side of me.. even making up a story that i"ve got a rainbow coloured car makes them laugh..
Being w teens makes me feel young again too..

Yest i was down n out..
Today is a new day, tiring but totally refreshing being w these youth....
thank God for them..

delayed reaction

I don't know how to...

deal with the inefficiencies at work
not think part of the inefficiencies could be my bad
juggle between the mountainous workload and ministry work *at this point*
pretend to be happy when im not
look forward to my long awaited holiday when I only find out some stuff later..
enjoy food when i'm stressed..
drink when im trying to sober up
be sober when i crave a satisfying merlot
pretend to be a grown up when i just want to sit on the floor and cry and...

and... wish the rainbow would appear, a lollipop swings my way, cotton candy clouds appear and mummy could come running to me and say .. its ok baby, everything's gonna be ok..

shux.. i wish i could be a baby again..
i hate the fact that im not just growing up..
im a freakin adult!

no.. im an adult freaking out!

aftermath

e aftermath
was anything but exciting..
it is a depressant in all sense..
exhausted e weekend away trying to recharge with lil result.
ole enuff not to be so brisk w whisk again..
Darn..
This week will be
proper meals
Exercise
Juice, h20, no caffeine
N i"d be back on track again..
N now im trying to conclude e weekend w a sleepless roll around e bed... :(

thot thru meself..
I really dun need many..
In fact i thot long and hard..
N i concluded w 3
Thats all i"d ever need
And ever want..
But if i cld add a male to e no.
It"d be perfect.
numbers aren"t my cuppa tea.
Quality is..