thots..

who'd know
what twirled within
the tough fight to stand up
after crumbling in defeat
far from a walk in the park
perhaps a living nightmare on some days
and on other days a torn up wound after it's been stitched up..
Lasted for a long time
caused a wreck within
and visibly clear on e exteriors.
Then time went by a little faster and
the path got a little smoother
the whole thing engineered
the character of a much harder being
sometimes heartless..

but more time has passed
a better being was sculptured
and then there were new revelations
after a softer being was moulded..

and though there'd still be issues within
that sometimes remain locked and kept from the world.
there's the better being,
more equipped for the challenges that'd appear in time
and acknowledging that we are all journeying
with the freedom of choice on the road we want to travel on..

if it is to be,it's all up to me...