the quality of my little cross

past few days was filled with disrupted sleep.
worry seeped thru the doors and found its way to me.
and then i stopped to understnd why..
i was looking at the worst.
200 yrs ago the eruption lasted a year.
I took a step back to cast those thots aside and filled that with hope.
and what He's always empowered me with - FAITH
its easy not feeling a tinge when no one u know is stranded
but when there's someone close stranded n panicking,
it breaks me too..
all this
when im not even family...

Still in Clark,
after reading the news from the net
I had to take a step out of the house for a breather
to pray.
didnt realise I was so focussed in it that i vocalised e prayer
and someone walked past me wondering if I was a looney..
talking to myself..

past few days I found myself praying harder
having greater faith
and of course realising how I wld do all I cld ..
and the best I cld.

these are perhaps once in a lifetime experiences of
-visiting 'mummy'and that complete empowering prayer
-wishing mum cld be this close
-being on hold till home phone batt died and then i dozed off with beep in my ears
-clicking purchase ticket prob 15 times on SQ site
-visiting LH & SQ office in that 2 hours and wondering if a miracle just happened


the Love of Christ
the Spirit's prompting
the ever faithful God..

the Power of the Trinity

the little cross I carry because of the big One He first carried for me.