Sunday, April 26, 2009

whats e prescribtion?

yet to understand these thoughts that fill my mind,
they are scattered,
a little warped sometimes,
can't find the source of negativity
nor the solution.
At times, the virus seems dormant or almost absent,
and other times it re-activates agn.
It's been weeks,
still counting...
Kinda desperate at times
to find the cure, the medication.
coz I'm certainly not one who likes to put things on hold.
I try to allow pretense to bring me back to good times.
Since they say when u engage in positivism it brings you there,
but.. for once in my life.. it don't seem to work that way.
Self pity or genuinely helpless?

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