day six..

it's day 6th now.. n the whole event's over..
time flies.. the years, months n days..
just a while ago.. I sat there looking at her.. wondering how i'd really feel when she's gone..
wonder no more now..
Certainly meant alot more to me than I even thought. The visits were intentional, I didn't wanna lose a loved one not knowing her on a more personal level.. That's what happened to dad's mum and i didn't wanna make the same mistake again..
While I was at it.. I constantly told myself that we'd never know when ... but we'll just do our part.. n I was largely disappointed with myself initially not being able to take her for that joy ride I promised.. But I believed He had a purpose of putting everything into place n the joy ride just wasn't part of the plan. Looking back, I still wish I had the chance to..

Well.. learnt alot over time.. n recently, I just realised that I've been taking my very own life for granted.. 86 years is alot to make good off.. n if I ever get to see those years.. I better make the best out of it.. I'm glad granny did - n one of her achievements was in creating us.. without her, woosh n the whole family line would have been non existent..

today was a tough and tiring day ..
off to rest for another long day tmr...