waiting~

it's such moments where re-thinking of actions needed..
guess when all things look rosy,
people generally like to bask in the goodness n not have a thing to worry, about what's ahead..
no different from the crowd..
although, thinkin lots both in good times..
n not so ideal moments..
its good taking a closer look at how certain situations can be handled better.

It's strange how so much has happened last 12 months..
how His work has become so much a part of the journey
and whilst goodness shines, waddling away from dark waters still prevails..
many ponder at this confusion spoken of so often
and some still wonder what could possibly wear off this heart to please Him.

Guess 'm only human
and the answer remains to be answered.
Things certainly happen for reasons that we little beings on earth may never decipher
and yet we crave to know ..
and if God knew everything..
why did he still let some things happen ..

never doubted the willing heart to serve..
but this being is far too earthly to be worthy..
Strung upon matters that shouldn't be
carrying sacks that should have been unloaded at checkpoint
and reloading new ones that are far too heavy.