=( ...

being back in singapore feels good when the holiday wasn't much of a break. too many tours, too much shopping, too little sleep. Didn't get to chill by the poolside, read the book I bought off the street peddler, and get my cuppa coffee and muffins at the cafe below the hotel.

Guess it was an experience.. and now im home..

The last few days haven't been all happy days..

Visited granny on Sunday and her condition deteriorated .. less alert.. and was drifting in and out of sleep mode.. basically looked like she was in a daze , shutting her eyes just 5 seconds after acknowledging my call out to her. =( Trying to visit her more often so I wont feel the difference in her condition yet feels too painful to keep looking at her suffer in this state.. sigh..

had a reality check on Monday and woke up with a jolt with the deafening shouting in my living room. The fly was at his Best again , being a pest, a prick.. all because mum unwrapped 2 dumplings instead of 1. I don't know how my parents can live with all this nonsense.. but I hope and pray I'd never raise up a child to turn against me in this way.
I should have handled it better by talking sense instead of fighting anger with anger and fist.. Now this mess has started, I suppose the malacca trip for mum and dad would be postponed.. sad.. But I'd rather mum not go thru this treatment from the Fly while I'm absent.


So 2 days of the week gone by in a very unpleasant way.

Hope the rest of the week gets better.

its late.. im hungry and lazy to eat.. i'll sleep off the hunger..