home again..

this time i managed to catch up with the rest I badly needed..
all recharged now..
tis trip was kinda short but it was great being able to steal pockets of time to rest, read, catch up on e weight gain and a fair deal of clothes shopping w the sale. =) rather satisfying..

came home to great news abt granny. =)

another 4 days b4 i take flight again. hope the work's all sorted out b4 i leave. and I look forward to my adventures in the faraway land. =)

5 am blog..

just done with a round of docs..
rushing just so that I have a peace of mind over the weekend..
y am i loading myself w so many weekends away..
lesson learnt.
this weekend doesnt leave me with much of a choice to disappear..
live with it. Argh!

On hind side,
looking forward to the long break.

Hope the conflicts back home would be put to rest during the 2 weeks.
It's been a while since I've dealt with such a tough individual..
leaving me pondering over the last few days..
usually looking at the underlying cause solves the mystery..
but in this classic case, it just doesn't justify.

I'll leave it the almighty one..
He does everything..
so shall it be.

~Peace~

MHI CAMP

a tiring weekend but thoroughly fulfilling. Always been somethin close to my heart , being able to follow through with something after Philippines and alas, it has been fulfilled.

Rec'd a little feedback and somehow in 1 way or other, I'm convinced that there's been a spark ignited.

It's through events like that that constantly remind me about how God can be so real, that when everything is done for Him, Through Him, success is always achieved.

And the road doesn't end here.. Still lots more to follow through.

It's good.

I see the natural progression.
From Laguna to Back Home.
Discussion w Pastor and a new movement.
Camp took off w Fatty's great role.
More focussed structured movement in discussion.
More Qualitative process..

Thumbs up.

I still believe the , 'just do it' with His leadership , His Strength.

Philippians 4:13 I can do all things through him who strengthens me.

ill focussed messy me

I need to space out my time better. Ill focussed.
and I can't believe whats going on with the youths ..
How is it all this never really happened when I was younger..

The day's been long.. and i'm so tired of everything.. I hope Ant survives the ordeal..

Camp's comin up on Fri and I'm already drained as at WEd.

Tom's gonna be another long day.

Hope it all ends well..

=( ...

being back in singapore feels good when the holiday wasn't much of a break. too many tours, too much shopping, too little sleep. Didn't get to chill by the poolside, read the book I bought off the street peddler, and get my cuppa coffee and muffins at the cafe below the hotel.

Guess it was an experience.. and now im home..

The last few days haven't been all happy days..

Visited granny on Sunday and her condition deteriorated .. less alert.. and was drifting in and out of sleep mode.. basically looked like she was in a daze , shutting her eyes just 5 seconds after acknowledging my call out to her. =( Trying to visit her more often so I wont feel the difference in her condition yet feels too painful to keep looking at her suffer in this state.. sigh..

had a reality check on Monday and woke up with a jolt with the deafening shouting in my living room. The fly was at his Best again , being a pest, a prick.. all because mum unwrapped 2 dumplings instead of 1. I don't know how my parents can live with all this nonsense.. but I hope and pray I'd never raise up a child to turn against me in this way.
I should have handled it better by talking sense instead of fighting anger with anger and fist.. Now this mess has started, I suppose the malacca trip for mum and dad would be postponed.. sad.. But I'd rather mum not go thru this treatment from the Fly while I'm absent.


So 2 days of the week gone by in a very unpleasant way.

Hope the rest of the week gets better.

its late.. im hungry and lazy to eat.. i'll sleep off the hunger..

blue monday..

history doesnt sound good but its ok.. nothing beats the present not acceptin the past.. it's sad..
time to wake up again..
whats pain without the ache..

Mistreated.

not e best weekend i've had
tired of being peacemaker..
After all that's done ,
efforts remain unappreciated.
efforts futile n disregarded.
rebel always wins.