my granny..

my ole granny just suffered another series of a stroke..
this time doc said that it'll be downhill from here..
it may last weeks, months or even years..

I rushed to visit her after my sign lang class.. and there.. she lost weight.. eyes rather dazed.. reaction alot slower.. part of her facial expression was different.. because of the stroke..
I called out to her.. and wow! she knew it was me despite her poor vision made worse by the stroke.. immediately streched out my hand to her and she reahed out to hold mine too..

her active brains .. still v much alert .. kept reminding me that she needed to pass down her gems to me.. almost teared in front of her.. but held back .. told her.. another time..

just 3 weeks ago.. I promised to being her out.. then mum was busy, 2nd week granny was suffering from diarrhoea and 3rd week.. i was busy.. and now.. shux.. Im full of regret.. time and tide surely waits for no man..

Got to do things differently..

For now.. I've Gotta pray for her.. her eyes looked v sad.. is she suffering ? I don't know.. but I pray God will take away the suffering and replace that with a sense of peace within her soul..