day 2

fulfilled the list
set a new list for tomorrow.
Hang out with happy people.
Talk. =)
(should drink less)

Sunday- day one

Occupy oneself with planned purposeful activity
Stay away from inactivity
Set out goals to achieve
Buy an ice cream to make oneself happy
Have a list for tomorrow

u(dun)nderstand me

Why can't you understand
Have I not done my part?
Why do you make it so hard for me to want to be around you..
To give you more..
Why do you scorn and speak words that threaten and
hurt the ones who walk beside you..
Who gives you the right to speak with such pride, recklessness and arrogance
Who gives you the right to tear after the pain you inflict
Why can't you just bask in these blessings
Why do you have to put me through this regiment
Why can't I just let go
Why must I bear with your bricks
It's just too heavy .. too heavy for me..

Thank You Lord

with a grateful heart
with a song of praise
with an outstretched arm
I will bless your name
Thank you Lord!

Because of You

BECAUSE OF YOU


City Harvest Church / Worship
Key: B

BECAUSE OF YOU,
I WAS BORN AGAIN
BECAUSE OF YOU,
I’M RANSOMED BY YOUR GRACE
BECAUSE OF YOU,
MY HEART HAS FOUND A HOME
A REFUGE FOR MY SOUL


BECAUSE OF YOU,
SINS ARE WASHED AWAY
BECAUSE OF YOU,
HEAVEN KNOWS MY NAME
BECAUSE OF YOU,
I CAN LIVE AGAIN
YOU’VE BROKEN EVERY CHAIN 

UNFAILING LOVE,
SO UNRESERVED
YOU GAVE YOURSELF ON CALVARY
AND NOW I STAND,
FOREVER FREE
MY SAVIOUR RESCUED ME


BECAUSE OF YOU, THE WEAK SAY "I AM STRONG"
BECAUSE OF YOU, THE BROKEN HAVE A SONG
BECAUSE OF YOU, THERE'S NO NEED TO FEAR
HOPE STEADFAST, EVER SURE

A new october day

Left the traumas of the first at the very place the
ashes scattered
A new day arose and more blessings to be thankful for
A priceless time of fellowship with not 2 but 7.
A meal of celebration for yet another year - she made it.
And for the other octoberian for a brighter livelier year.
Sometimes we need to shift perspective,
See a splash of paint as abstract art
A tiresome effort as at least she's here another day
Money spent looked as lil spent for the happiness traded
And a messed up life simply as God"s work in progress ..

Sometimes I'm clear headed ,
Other times I just want to bury myself underground, make em worry abt me instead
Coz I worry and care too much abt what they feel..
Then sometimes I sing to myself,
"Little by little by, step at a time
He"s changing our hearts and renewing our mind..."

I need to put down some baggage
travel light and
Truly learn the meaning of let go and let God..
Maybe I will start from today.