time.falls.sacrifice

days go by

watching night stars high...

ruffling waves

reflecting differing ways..

grains of sand

flowing from my hand..

while seconds tick..

future seeks.

perfect rainbows...

and then potholes...

afraid to face

then i want a taste..

expectations placed

without a haste.

yet don't know why

often its less for I

coz i live and die with me?

often I see

the difference between

what wld i miss abt me

n what i didnt do for he

perhaps less taking for granted

and that almost always mattered

and then new strength
to last an extra length

mini me~

gazes out of silver squares
leafy greens galore
clear blue brings a peace within
fluffy whites floating
waves rush up and glides away
all in auto mode
how minute I am in this big big place
so much i've to thank.. =)

mon's unexpected glimmers

most times its bright,
sometimes its grey
and when grey appears
bright is forgotten
it gets darker and darker
and sometimes darkness chokes..
but one of His blessings..
like a lifeline
unknowing that it could bring in glimmers
and then brightness appears again
some lifelines make alot of difference
and I'm glad they exist in my life.. =)
its nice.. yep.. its very nice..

e first meal

2509
was a pleasure..
e 1st cook.in
.. i like..

learn something new everyday...

gentleness towards weakness
repulsive feel against pride
attraction towards independance
repelling reactions towards over-reliance
tune well with self reflections
affected by noise
soothed with quietness
and the biggest pride"s knowing
there are lives I've made a difference to..

holding on too tight..

reality hit me harder in Malacca..
esp e walk up the S Cruz..
shift of dependance was apparant.
time flies since e last trip in 96.
no worries then..
14 years later, roles have reversed..
wish i was a child again..
dont wanna let go of my life jacket
but the more I cling, the less i'll learn..
thats life.. thats just life..