if i were a bird...

what have I been up to
waking up shaking my head to the mess at my desk
planning the day with lil energy..
working my A** off trying to get the numbers in before the bell dongs~
been rather sleepless thinking how it's gonna be done..
mostly looking toward the weekend to have some fun
happy drinks with pikai
attending weddings or getting informed with who's getting married talk.. or gossipping..
my itouch got kidnapped by ming, cant wait to get it back tm,
constantly lookin forward to after work hours to hang w 'coolness'
still having friends trying to hook me up with the many Mr So and so's..
havent plucked up the courage to oblige..

losing da fight..
being a bird's nice..
just fly, and look for worms when hunger strikes..
shldnt be too tough.. there are worms everywhere..
and when they're bored .. perhaps stunts in the open skies..
rainy days, hide in some hole.. holes are everywhere too..
need to poo, anywhere too.. or on some spanking clean shiny white car..

hiaks..

onward climb..

its so easy to chuck it all aside and be contented with what i've already achieved.
But ppl around dont allow me to ..
or is it their influence over me..
perhaps it could be the way i simply cannot stand underachieving what I started out trying to achieve..
whatever it is..
I have to continue workin on it...

reminder bumps... =)

lately i've been a little out of sorts..
wondering wat the world's trying to do to me..
is it just me?
maybe..
too serious for my own liking..
need to chill..
be at peace with myself..
keep the heart pounding away..
go for more runs..
and be swinging single happy~
there's a lot instore..

yesterday was another wake up call..
i drove right up to a Humongous kerb.
thought i heard a bomb blast..
but thank God.. it wasnt a biggie..
had to drive at 40 km/hr from ecp -pie- cte back home..
almost dozed off at that slow speed at 2am.

things like that are placed into my days
to remind me to wake up ..
ha
to be aware of the dangers that lurk around
and yet steer clear..
n when i do bump up on them..
just smile and say.. thank God I'm still alive.
He's seen me thru once again!
things seem a little more enjoyable that way..

now.. i got to spend more money to get that board done ..
but no biggie, im still alive! =)

battered..

another eventful day..
accusations beyond comprehension
unappreciated thoughts
accompanied with an indifferent heart.
should've reminded myself of I.

selfless selfish goes fishing for selfish intentions..

Come What May...
never knew I could feel like this...

its def not the same anymore

unexpecting expecting the expected

disappointment vs betrayal
truth vs decept..
perhaps reasons involved beyond code breaking
the difference of being within and not.
questioned
technique used or plain fishing
for a purpose or plain curious
foolish intent
schemes galore..
utilisation in oblivion
an ocean's 11..

well done.