sweat n toil..

perseverance n persistence

gave in to disappointment..

how did so much tat was toiled for end up in such dismay

a gift t'was thought

a nightmare looked upon..

heartfelt efforts,

interpreted as absurdity..

respect twisted in foul animosity..

where's the limit ..

when pushed to the exit

how is it possible to appreciate

n unbearable to be without

yet destruct n disrespect..

forgiveness once seemed simple,

now left in bizzare definitions..

requires more to fade the memory ..

and pick up the courage to face the turmoil after the storm.

life..

was so exhausted from last few days of work n hopin for a day I could just relax and plan out some stuff.. the day arrived ! I'm so glad.. some appts today were postponed and there finally some sit back time..

while I was tearing the car park coupons.. I realised.. it's already e end of Feb.. wow.. 7 more days to be exact.. since it's a leap year..

153 days to my birthday
309 days to Christmas
9490 days of my life gone by..

wow.. seems like when we count the days.. it seems like everything seems to be comin up faster than when we count the months..

life is really a journey we should treasure.. when we live it a day as it is.. it feels like so little is accomplished .. so much is wasted.. when we set goals to improve relationships.. better ourselves.. engage in more worthwhile activities.. it all becomes more satisfying, more fulfilling..

I was talking to mum today about her forgetting stuff.. told her that she's got to be more focussed .. she gave the excuse.. old already.. sigh.. such negativity.. but that serves as a reminder that age is indeed catching up with my parents.. which reminds me that I've got to plan for the New Zealand or Tasmania trip soon..

Life's not to be taken for granted .. the limited time we have.. sigh.. dont wanna think about it man! can be quite depressing..

when shall I head to Tassie.. which is a good month.. hmmph..

bz bz bee iz meeee

the day whizzed by ! I've been so occupied the whole day, finally free to check my mails and reply. it's been a crazy day n more to come tomorrow..
I've neglected the bzbb too..
I guess this craze is to make up for the last week's virus attack!

I'll only be able to take a breather on Thurs.. it'll come by quickly..

as for alcohol.. I'm glad it's been kept at bay!! WOOHOO!!!

enying's wedding

just without enying.. hahahaha

.. puss, su and me..

road to recovery..

Im so glad the virus has gone..
it was a tiring week..
n the stubborn me.. just recovered.. yet staying up late again..
i did some online banking ... im gonna get out of Stand Chart! they suck! int rates keep dipping from day 1 while the other bank's have been raising..

a lil abt today..
~I ventured a path that wasn't quite ideal again.. darn..
~evening I had e church meet n finally I've figured out how to structure my lesson plan.. I'm covering the part on Love, forgiveness and trust.
~was supposed to head to e range when Su's granny's critical situation news came in..
...............
~no golf.. called PUSS for dinner instead.. I got a treat @ din tai fung!! woohoo!! heh.. thanks puss!! still i've to say.. u better learn to respect me.. i'm a girl while ur not a man.. ur a true blue PUSS!!! u reaLLLIIIIII NEEED to tell me about the Karma thing man!! c'mmon!!! if u do i'll cross e big junction with u again okie??? heh
~ then we met mar for coffee n she's got a new beau.. hahaha.. not much sense of ownership yet though.. hahaha..

i decided to end the nite early and declined offers to head out for drinks.. still trying hard to stay this way..

okie.. exhaustion's kicked in .. need to SLLEEEEPPPP!!!

puss puss puss.. tell mEEE!!!

simplicity...

i wish i could dream many things for one day .

yes , just for one day .

i want to fly so high that i swear i could never fall down .

if i did come down , there will be someone there to catch me .

for just one day , i'd like to know that true love really does exist .

for just one day , i'd like to be all that God wants me to be.

for just one day , i want to be strong enough to climb the highest mountain !

for just one day , i'd like to love completely without any strings attached inside .

just for one day , i could dream many things !what wouldn't i give for a whole dayfor anything i so much desire ?

I stumbled upon a 20 year old's blog.. and there she wrote something so simple yet so much of what i feel sometimes.. life is simple.. but very often we just fill it up with so much complexities that it becomes difficult.. and even when we've found love.. we lose it all over again.. if we could just treasure what we have with no strings attached.. it would be too simple ..

but then again.. simple is good sometimes..

Hk's scandal

was chatting online with WT and he sent me this blog addy about the scandal tats going on in HK.. felt sick and sad for them just lookin at e pics..extremely explicit.. cecilia cheung, gillian chung, bobo chan... they were so silly to have done all that for that perv edison chen!

I think I'd just do my part to keep it hush about the blog add, just gave it to ron.. darn.. ass u better not let another person have the address... and im not gonna leak it to another person..
it's really quite sad.. they should've known .. but now that it's out.. it's too late..

panadol's a superb drug

It's been so many years.. taking panadol for mild fevers and cramps.. but only today did i realise the real magic of Panadol..

I was rolling in bed today.. having a multitude of painful aches all over and a Mad headache.. was trying to abstain from Panadol. coz it's just a suppressant.. so I wanted the all natural healing process of resting n recovering.. but it didnt seem to get better.

Dinner time arrived n sitting in the living room with the fan and being away from my bed made me feel worse.. cold and uncomfortable... n that crazy headache.. couldn't control anymore.. needed that drug so bad!! ha! so there I popped a pill.. and voila!!
in 15 minutes I was feeling superb again!! while eating my dinner.. I could finally take off the windbreaker I've been so dependant on last 2 days and my 1st bead of perspiration!!!! WOOHOO!! happiness indeed.. I even treated myself to a scoop of yummy choc ice cream!! =)

now.. it's midnite.. and the pill effect's wearing off.. i've got 1 hour more b4 my fever comes back.. coz it only last 4 hours.. so i better head to sleep so at least i'd be in dreamland and ignorant to the pains that come back..

gtg!!

virus party having a rave!

it's the 4th day of CNY n im down with a bout of flu that's havin fun with mr fever who decided to ask mr sore throat along! DARN!! and it's monday tomorrow! what a way to start the new week lah!!

Even though it's another extra day of hols.. it's not fun at all shivering in front of my screen with the curtains drawn, no air con and fan switched on and the shivers still kicked in! aRRGH!!!

it's been one hectic CNY, visiting on 1st day, mum and me got the bug the 2nd day n that's it.. no more visiting lah!! how hectic indeed..

Time to hit the sack now and continue the Ssshhhhiiivvvers under spongey comforter..

Great week to u all!!

MJ SESSION II

Wow. it's 456am and I'm feeling fulfilled with session II with my still brand new mj table!

It was a great game and thanks b=for being patient with the slow coach..

let's do it again soon! but start earlier next time lah!!!

=)

Subaru S204

I never knew..
it's my greatest honour to be the one behind the wheels of this race machine!
When I googled this baby ..
the facts blew me off further!

Just to boast a little.. heh ...

600 cars in production in the world!
only 30 exists in Singapore
HOrsepowers measure 320 BHP
0-100 : 4.5 Secs

WOOHOO!!!
I've been flying too much and now I truly understand why people get addicted to car racin!


I checked out some other fast cars powers.. and here's wat i found..
Lexus Sc430 282Bhp
7-series 258 Bhp
Audi A3 250 Bhp
Tuscani 143Bhp
Civi Type R 201Bhp
Rx8 175 Bhp

Ok .. i know the s204 is too fast for these cars.but now the disparity seems clearer.. DBl extra extra extra confirmed.. heh.. =)

I'm feeling proud!!!

http://www.oneshift.com/articles/article.php?artid=31&pageid=1&view=1

chinatown during CNY2008..

My School Flag~

MG ROCKS!!!

sunset in Bangkok...

maldives~

port dickson...