Last eighteen hours,
Being thru 2 church weddings, 1 lunch , 2 services,
Shopping for gifts and going thru sme public transport thinking and seriously thinking hard..
Ive suddenly realized what I’ve been wanting all this time..
Something so clear , something so sure..
Perhaps it was apparent in the past
Just nothing close came along.
Yet thru it all,
I am excited for those who have found what they’ve so desired…
Yet I,
Still remain in doubt..
Time shall tell,
What holds beyond..
Clubbing.. brings friendship together..
But ultimately, what life’s big offer presents..
Remains invisible..
How long shall thee be in wait..
I have no clue,
Desire none else..
N remain in thy sole state..
In want of you..
And the very best of what you have in store from me…
I love you Lord,
I the simple me, have no clue of what you have in store for me.
I leave it to you Lord..
Warm Regards!
Sunday, December 30, 2007
Wednesday, December 26, 2007
Casting Crowns - Who Am I
Goodness.. wat a great song...
Indeed not because of who I am but what you've done for me.
Thank God..
Who am I?
That the Lord of all the earth,
Would care to know my name,
Would care to feel my hurt.
Who am I?
That the bright and morning star,
Would choose to light the way,
For my ever wondering heart.
Not because of who I am.
But because of what you've done.
Not because of what I've done.
But because of who you are.
Chorus:
I am a flower quickly fading,
Here today and gone tomorrow.
A wave tossed in the ocean,
A vapor in the wind.
Still you hear me when I'm calling,
Lord you catch me when I'm falling,
And you told me who I am.
I am yours.
I am yours.
Who am I?
That the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
And watch me rise again
Who am I?
That the voice that calm the sea,
Would call out through the rain,
And calm the storm in me.
Not because of who I am.
But because what of youve done.
Not because of what I've done.
But because of who you are.
Chorus:
I am a flower quickly fading,
Here today and gone tomorrow.
A wave tossed in the ocean,
A vapor in the wind.
Still you hear me when I'm calling,
Lord you catch me when I'm falling,
And you told me who I am.
I am yours.
Not because of who I am.
But because of what you've done.
Not because of what I've done.
But because of who you are.
Chorus:
Whom shall I fear?
Whom shall I fear?
'Cuz I am yours.
I am yours.
http://youtube.com/watch?v=CT7x3VnrqbA
Indeed not because of who I am but what you've done for me.
Thank God..
Who am I?
That the Lord of all the earth,
Would care to know my name,
Would care to feel my hurt.
Who am I?
That the bright and morning star,
Would choose to light the way,
For my ever wondering heart.
Not because of who I am.
But because of what you've done.
Not because of what I've done.
But because of who you are.
Chorus:
I am a flower quickly fading,
Here today and gone tomorrow.
A wave tossed in the ocean,
A vapor in the wind.
Still you hear me when I'm calling,
Lord you catch me when I'm falling,
And you told me who I am.
I am yours.
I am yours.
Who am I?
That the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
And watch me rise again
Who am I?
That the voice that calm the sea,
Would call out through the rain,
And calm the storm in me.
Not because of who I am.
But because what of youve done.
Not because of what I've done.
But because of who you are.
Chorus:
I am a flower quickly fading,
Here today and gone tomorrow.
A wave tossed in the ocean,
A vapor in the wind.
Still you hear me when I'm calling,
Lord you catch me when I'm falling,
And you told me who I am.
I am yours.
Not because of who I am.
But because of what you've done.
Not because of what I've done.
But because of who you are.
Chorus:
Whom shall I fear?
Whom shall I fear?
'Cuz I am yours.
I am yours.
http://youtube.com/watch?v=CT7x3VnrqbA
Monday, December 24, 2007
Christmas Isn't Christmas ....
It's Christmas Eve..
I'm heading to Orchard for the last round of gifts..
Last nite.. Carols by Candlelight Service
How come i dont rem it ever being so warm.. perhaps coz this year was right at the Plaza?
and then that one song..
Christmas Isn't Christmas
till it happens in your heart
Somewhere deep inside you
Is where Christmas really starts
So give your heart to Jesus
You'll discover when you do
That it's Christmas, really Christmas for you.
Jesus brings warmth like a winter fire
A light like a candle's glow.
He's waiting now to come inside
As He did so long ago.
Jesus brings gifts of truth and life
And makes them bloom and grow
So welcome Him with a song of joy
And when He comes you'll know
That Christmas isn't Christmas
till it happens in your heart
Somewhere deep inside you
Is where Christmas really starts
So give your heart to Jesus
You'll discover when you do
That it's Christmas, really Christmas,
Christmas really Christmas,
Christmas really Christmas for you
Such a soothing song with words that touches me deep within..reminds me that Christmas isn't about just partying and shopping.. but it's about the celebration of the birth of Christ.. n then it reminds me of how God has blessed my life time and again even though I've failed Him so very often..
Christmas should be a time of warmth and love n a reminder of the birth of Christ.
I have discovered .. have you?
I'm heading to Orchard for the last round of gifts..
Last nite.. Carols by Candlelight Service
How come i dont rem it ever being so warm.. perhaps coz this year was right at the Plaza?
and then that one song..
Christmas Isn't Christmas
till it happens in your heart
Somewhere deep inside you
Is where Christmas really starts
So give your heart to Jesus
You'll discover when you do
That it's Christmas, really Christmas for you.
Jesus brings warmth like a winter fire
A light like a candle's glow.
He's waiting now to come inside
As He did so long ago.
Jesus brings gifts of truth and life
And makes them bloom and grow
So welcome Him with a song of joy
And when He comes you'll know
That Christmas isn't Christmas
till it happens in your heart
Somewhere deep inside you
Is where Christmas really starts
So give your heart to Jesus
You'll discover when you do
That it's Christmas, really Christmas,
Christmas really Christmas,
Christmas really Christmas for you
Such a soothing song with words that touches me deep within..reminds me that Christmas isn't about just partying and shopping.. but it's about the celebration of the birth of Christ.. n then it reminds me of how God has blessed my life time and again even though I've failed Him so very often..
Christmas should be a time of warmth and love n a reminder of the birth of Christ.
I have discovered .. have you?
Saturday, December 22, 2007
Marriage
2007 has been a year of many wedding invites.. I woke up today to rec 2 envelopes , both wedding invites from my baptism friends.. same baptism class, same age..
Last nite On Facebook , i discovered that Eric has proposed to Cheryl... Both my age.. Last week a colleague's wedding, she's 27.. n at my Mgs reunion.. it was announced that Enying's tying the knot next year, Kelly told me abt hers in 2008 too..and 2 are alr married..
and our dear Connie just brought a baby into the world.. Baby Kayla...
Oh dear oh dear.. e whole world's getting married.. n I'm very happy for them.. but seriously, full of envy because it was never easy looking at marriage so quickly in my last r/ships.. I tried but failed.. n I think it's great that @ 26, these people can be convicted of their commitment to each other..
All in God's time I guess..
Last nite On Facebook , i discovered that Eric has proposed to Cheryl... Both my age.. Last week a colleague's wedding, she's 27.. n at my Mgs reunion.. it was announced that Enying's tying the knot next year, Kelly told me abt hers in 2008 too..and 2 are alr married..
and our dear Connie just brought a baby into the world.. Baby Kayla...
Oh dear oh dear.. e whole world's getting married.. n I'm very happy for them.. but seriously, full of envy because it was never easy looking at marriage so quickly in my last r/ships.. I tried but failed.. n I think it's great that @ 26, these people can be convicted of their commitment to each other..
All in God's time I guess..
Wednesday, December 19, 2007
GREETINGS viSitor~
Welcome.. my friend.. aka ASS .. soon u'll see a pic of u up!! and so.. MUAHAHAHA.. u'll be exposed to the world Wide Web of nasty Voyeurs.. recognising u from a girl's blog who stays miles away from Amazing Thailand... n then u'll be in trouble having to answer tons of qns from AAAHHHEEMM!! MUAHAHAHAZZZ!!
It's an evil world out there..
and change ur silly nick for goodness sake.. the last name sounds like Guai Lo!!
It's an evil world out there..
and change ur silly nick for goodness sake.. the last name sounds like Guai Lo!!
Tuesday, December 18, 2007
Chorus - stealing glances
lookin across the hall
there u were ..
looking across e room..
there u were..
smile flashed across
my spirits simply lifted..
there u were ..
looking across e room..
there u were..
smile flashed across
my spirits simply lifted..
Saturday, December 15, 2007
DVD - The Tiger and The Snow
Goodness for such a dumb title.. this movie certainly has depth! and of course it was directed by the same guy behind Life is Beautiful - Roberto Benigni ...
He went thru minefields, warzones, deserts in Iraq just to save the woman he loved so dearly.. Even when she had nth for him..
Eventually he saved her.. but only in the last 10 mins of the entire movie did I realise who she was to him..
Very Well produced..
Superb show for the =( n disillusioned.. ha!
n let's put the soundtrack in here so I'll never forget..
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vgeZEdbv_m8
He went thru minefields, warzones, deserts in Iraq just to save the woman he loved so dearly.. Even when she had nth for him..
Eventually he saved her.. but only in the last 10 mins of the entire movie did I realise who she was to him..
Very Well produced..
Superb show for the =( n disillusioned.. ha!
n let's put the soundtrack in here so I'll never forget..
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vgeZEdbv_m8
Post-Villa by its not easy~
25 hrs it took
to have my memory in a loop
replaying scenes of yesterday
in the night and in the day
dazing here for a while
least e distance is not in miles..
The smile so unforgettable..
smell irresistable
sparkle in that crystal eye
makes me melt i cant tell a lie
wish e presence would be once again,
coz missing u can drive me insane
oh how.. can u tell me how
aahh ignore me.. im just talkin out loud..
to have my memory in a loop
replaying scenes of yesterday
in the night and in the day
dazing here for a while
least e distance is not in miles..
The smile so unforgettable..
smell irresistable
sparkle in that crystal eye
makes me melt i cant tell a lie
wish e presence would be once again,
coz missing u can drive me insane
oh how.. can u tell me how
aahh ignore me.. im just talkin out loud..
Wednesday, December 12, 2007
simple n real..
My Grown Up Christmas Wish
Do you remember me?
I sat upon your knee; I wrote to you With childhood fantasies.
Well, I'm all grown-up now,
And still need help somehow.
I'm not a child, But my heart still can dream.
So here's my lifelong wish, My grown-up Christmas list.
Not for myself, But for a world in need.
No more lives torn apart,
That wars would never start,
And time would heal all hearts.
And everyone would have a friend,
And right would always win,
And love would never end.
This is my grown-up Christmas list.
As children we believed The grandest sight to see
Was something lovely Wrapped beneath our tree.
Well Heaven surely knows That packages and bows Can never heal
A hurting human soul.
Do you remember me?
I sat upon your knee; I wrote to you With childhood fantasies.
Well, I'm all grown-up now,
And still need help somehow.
I'm not a child, But my heart still can dream.
So here's my lifelong wish, My grown-up Christmas list.
Not for myself, But for a world in need.
No more lives torn apart,
That wars would never start,
And time would heal all hearts.
And everyone would have a friend,
And right would always win,
And love would never end.
This is my grown-up Christmas list.
As children we believed The grandest sight to see
Was something lovely Wrapped beneath our tree.
Well Heaven surely knows That packages and bows Can never heal
A hurting human soul.
granny's 86th bday
my aHma is 86 yrs old today.. ripe old age.. held her hand and realised it was really shrivelled skin ..n very thin her skin.. hai.. she asks me to visit her more .. yeah.. guess i should even though she can be so problematic to others.. she's just old and lonely i guess..
Oh well.. took lotsa candid photos with e kids too and i think they've suddenly grown up again.. must've been a long time since I've seen them..
Managed to catch up with my cousins too and im glad i've managed to bridge the gap that mum widened..
As for mum.. I can't understand y she can be so selfish in some ways.. why does she seem so heartless n so difficult to get along with at such times?? hai.. hope i dont turn out like that when i get older.. 1st was granny.. now.. mum.. am i next in line.. i better pray hard that I dont..
Oh well.. took lotsa candid photos with e kids too and i think they've suddenly grown up again.. must've been a long time since I've seen them..
Managed to catch up with my cousins too and im glad i've managed to bridge the gap that mum widened..
As for mum.. I can't understand y she can be so selfish in some ways.. why does she seem so heartless n so difficult to get along with at such times?? hai.. hope i dont turn out like that when i get older.. 1st was granny.. now.. mum.. am i next in line.. i better pray hard that I dont..
Saturday, December 08, 2007
Sisterhood!
Just read na's blog . Worrying piece of news! You better listen to me and go for a check up.
n mar.. Just rambled some frustrations away at her. Irritated the h*** outa me! 4 e 1st time she's got me darn pissed!
n mar.. Just rambled some frustrations away at her. Irritated the h*** outa me! 4 e 1st time she's got me darn pissed!
Taking e train
Can be really enjoyable, focus away from e road. Standing yet enjoying.. Crowded yet not irritating.. Better than being in e driver's seat suddenly.. Maybe i should give swiftie a rest 4 awhle. :)
Friday, December 07, 2007
I've been misunderstood.
Sometimes.. u try too hard..
to help.. n ppl see it in another light..
u try to create some incentive n shorten the duration.. ppl ssee it as selfishness..
sometimes.. u shld just not bother... then ppl can live their lives n u live their own.. n no one can be blamed but themselves...
to help.. n ppl see it in another light..
u try to create some incentive n shorten the duration.. ppl ssee it as selfishness..
sometimes.. u shld just not bother... then ppl can live their lives n u live their own.. n no one can be blamed but themselves...
Wednesday, December 05, 2007
bACK from BangKok!!
its amazing thailand indeed!! went there with my best friend , kelvin kor kor and 'Colleen" hahaha.. we certainly had loadsa fun!
3o/11 1st day touched down real late, my client Ronald came over and introduced us to this Club - Blog 9 along this bustling street with crazy clubbers!! never knew it existed in Bangkok all these years!! and of course the card & drinking game got us a little weee even b4 we arrived there.. they were playing great music.. great crowd .. least its better than KL.. n the food (that was supposed to be our dinner) all i remember of it .. the super indigestable 'calamari' .. bite n bite but cannot break into pieces!! haha! so glad there were street stalls that sold yummy fried chicken..
1/12 .. to e tailor-AMBASADOR to do my suits n shirts n argh!!! my ZARA shirt's still with them !!! they better ship it back to me!! MBK was revisited n it was boring!!! after 8pm we headed back to e apartment n to our greatest horror!!opened e apartment door n colin appeared !! we thought someone broke into our place!!! brought us to RCA n drinking once again.. then 'dabao-ed' supper n headed back to e unit.. drinkin continued.
2/12 .. reknowned CHATUCHAK!! confirm cannot miss! bought loadsa stuff in 2 hours.. but still not enough time.. then tailors n off to Central n Siam square area again.. n woohoo!! massage !! that was super duper! $40 for 2 hours .. cheap cheap!!! back to room for supper at 1130pm n more drinks!!! hated it alr!! till 5am
day 4 - ahh.. tired...went to chinatown for yummy sharksfin w abalone n some dishes for only $40!! n i almost flipped when kelvin pointed out that we gotta check this out!! I saw the guy chopping up a dog!! a real life dog!! lost my appetite n was dazed for a while.. now i'll just forget that painful scene!!
tailors for final collection n then to siam again n i whizzed off with Ron for dinner n biz talk while they went to Pepper Lunch for dinner..
i was engaged in very long conversation that got me back around 4am.. n those fools were still up!!! they drank almost the whole bottle of Mcalan.. mad drunkards!!!
by 5 am.. they were more sane.. helped em fin up e drinks n off to bed.. heng.. they didnt insist on more drinks.. n mar n me.. tucked under the cool sheets..lying like stickers in the huge bed n talked till sunrise..
Told her I think i've been taking her for granted all this while.. n after everything said.. Mar.. still my one n only best friend!!
today is the 5th of dec.. 3am.. obviously not having a jetlag.. but the crazy odd hours of sleep certainly affects e biological clock! time for me to detox, sleep proper n stay away from the hazardess alcohol madness!! so sick of it!
3o/11 1st day touched down real late, my client Ronald came over and introduced us to this Club - Blog 9 along this bustling street with crazy clubbers!! never knew it existed in Bangkok all these years!! and of course the card & drinking game got us a little weee even b4 we arrived there.. they were playing great music.. great crowd .. least its better than KL.. n the food (that was supposed to be our dinner) all i remember of it .. the super indigestable 'calamari' .. bite n bite but cannot break into pieces!! haha! so glad there were street stalls that sold yummy fried chicken..
1/12 .. to e tailor-AMBASADOR to do my suits n shirts n argh!!! my ZARA shirt's still with them !!! they better ship it back to me!! MBK was revisited n it was boring!!! after 8pm we headed back to e apartment n to our greatest horror!!opened e apartment door n colin appeared !! we thought someone broke into our place!!! brought us to RCA n drinking once again.. then 'dabao-ed' supper n headed back to e unit.. drinkin continued.
2/12 .. reknowned CHATUCHAK!! confirm cannot miss! bought loadsa stuff in 2 hours.. but still not enough time.. then tailors n off to Central n Siam square area again.. n woohoo!! massage !! that was super duper! $40 for 2 hours .. cheap cheap!!! back to room for supper at 1130pm n more drinks!!! hated it alr!! till 5am
day 4 - ahh.. tired...went to chinatown for yummy sharksfin w abalone n some dishes for only $40!! n i almost flipped when kelvin pointed out that we gotta check this out!! I saw the guy chopping up a dog!! a real life dog!! lost my appetite n was dazed for a while.. now i'll just forget that painful scene!!
tailors for final collection n then to siam again n i whizzed off with Ron for dinner n biz talk while they went to Pepper Lunch for dinner..
i was engaged in very long conversation that got me back around 4am.. n those fools were still up!!! they drank almost the whole bottle of Mcalan.. mad drunkards!!!
by 5 am.. they were more sane.. helped em fin up e drinks n off to bed.. heng.. they didnt insist on more drinks.. n mar n me.. tucked under the cool sheets..lying like stickers in the huge bed n talked till sunrise..
Told her I think i've been taking her for granted all this while.. n after everything said.. Mar.. still my one n only best friend!!
today is the 5th of dec.. 3am.. obviously not having a jetlag.. but the crazy odd hours of sleep certainly affects e biological clock! time for me to detox, sleep proper n stay away from the hazardess alcohol madness!! so sick of it!
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