Another day's passed...

Was seated in a bus today,
lady came up right beside me n stood looking at me as if I had HER seat,
naturally I made way, shifted in to give her the outer seat.
She must've been tired,
in less than 10 min
she was dozing off dropping her head on my shoulder..
thank God I have boney shoulders..
or it'd have been so comfortable she'd have slept right through..

Got to work, walked on the streets of keong saik, appreciating the interesting surroundings.. why are the dirtiest bikes parked outside an indian's place? (I'm not being racist)
Why are there still Prostitute houses in Chinatown with very unappealing, un-young women?

Had tea time at this lovely cafe down the streets, good relaxed music.. only uncomfortable thing about the place was the selling of tarrot cards and withcraft books and meditational stuff... yikes! I"m not into that stuff..

Work meeting at serangoon gardens, this man's daughter's bf, Ingor.. (pronounced as IN GO) hahaha.. CUTE!!!

Now It's home sweet home... done with my sudoku! it's fun!! everyone should try it! It's on today papers everyday. Thinking of taking part in a sudoku competition but need 3 to a team.. I have few readers here but any takers???

Time for a Break..

The weariness is wearing me thin ...
I've been contemplating another getaway..
Last hol might've been in Dec,
but now, i just need a little resort style kind of peace.
hmm.. with someone special...

Life is simply a mystery..
You never know what's gonna be given to you
and what's gonna be taken away from you..

Oh well..
on the brighter side of things..
when you're in the pits
it can only get better from there..

tis messy me.

I sit in the office at 8pm on a friday night,
tis my only avenue to destress in this gloomy place.
Gonna meet friends for drinks
I'm exhausted.
What do I want?
IT is not what I desire
I deserve more than that..
I'm easily satisfied but it's not supposed to be like that..
Life is tricky when work and people destroy the simple peace we can all enjoy.

and yes.. I've been chasing the memories all this while..
they are but a thing of the past.
Some things are not to be,
Change is inevitable.
We have to move with change.
and Life is short,
we should seek avenues that make this short time more fulfilling.

choices

Choices that we take help determine the future we have
But sometimes, the very point where the decision has to be made, we fumble.
Many times I have been put to the test
Placed at a juncture where 2 paths lie ahead.
I am certain I have chosen the wrong ones before.
and the rebellion within me often picks the more challenging of the 2.
It is easy to start but never easy to complete.
I've always believed in life being a journey
where we should have a taste of everything but at the same time
have a discerning mind.
To try, find out the good and the bad and get out before the bad engulfs you.
But I was too proud to realise that...
I am only human.
And earthly beings as we are.. we fumble.
In good times, there is a hand that picks us up.
In bad times, we just want to stay in that comfort zone and refuse assistance.
then we sink deeper and deeper..

I know there's a discerning part of me.
there is a strong conscience in me.
But there also is a strong will to engage in good and the.. not so good.
But I pray there'll come a day where I will be strong again to see what i cannot see now.

Yesterday I learnt ..
-that once we break out of the gravity pull, our freedom takes on a whole new dimension
-In Romans 6:14 FOr Sin shall not be your master because you are not under law , but under grace.
-In 1 Peter 1:3,4 I have been given a new hope through the resurrection of Jesus Christ from the dead and into an INHERITANCE that can never perish, spoil or fade-kept in heaven for me.
-And.. 'He who wants to keep his garden tidy does not reserve a plot of weeds.'