tough times.

Superior gives me trouble right smack in the beginning of the year..
I'm tired of being the target.
But how do I get out?
There's something gravely in error..
Gotta do something..
Darn..
it's draining me..
Stress Periods have begun..

down again!

work's gettin me down n out!!

my ruLEz

I've learnt over the weekend...
Rule No. 1 Never expect the disappointer to brighten up the disappointee
Rule No. 2 Focus on the people who place me with importance..
Rule No. 3 One has to focus to achieve
Rule No. 4 One has to be protect oneself so that life can carry on.
Rule No. 5 the treasure lies in those who care... there's a lot more in them than anyone else...

rain on me...

It’s one of those days where I look back and am rehaunted of the past. The mind is a powerful tool, it can make or break you .. but sometimes the power of the heart can overthrow the strength in the mind ..
I am mad ..
Was clearing old photos from my notebook when I stumbled upon some pics.. wrenching.. I got to relive from this moment and burry the past. Does no good to me.

It’s been raining me silly the last days and it dampens the atmosphere, same effect to my moods.

If I could have a wish… would I still wish for that very wish…
Hard to say.. yet… even harder to reject..

What is going on in this silly head.

I miss my past..

But.. it’s a brand new year.. that’s enough…silly nette.

the warrior is a child

Lately I've been winning battles left and right
But even winners can get wounded in the fight
People say that I'm amazing , Strong beyond my years
But they don't see inside of me ...I'm hiding all the tears ...
And they don't know that I go running home when I fall down
They don't know who picks me up when no one is around
I drop my sword and cry for just a while
'Cause deep inside this armor
The warrior is a child ...

greeting 2006!

It's a brand new year and a whole list of resolutions lined up before the year started ..
Now.. 3 days into it and I hope I maintain my standards.
Went to church on New Year's Eve feeling like I've lost touch.. sermon was on the topic of backsliding and no doubt about that.. I have. It's difficult when the stress of work distracts you and makes you a harder person. I don't desire that and I think it's time to change. I have been engaging in vices and spending foolishly-also need to change.
I thank God for bringing me back each time I fall and now's another one of those times. I look forward to be the simple humble me I used to be and I hope I pick up from that desire and continue to turn to Him in all that I do.